had an acupuncture treatment tonight, both of us got to be in the room together. P's a trooper for doing this with me. gonna have one tomorow afternoon sometime after the IUI as well. maybe this will be the thing that makes it work this time. if nothing else, I feel more at peace that this whole entire situation is out of my hands now, I've done all I can.

ask me if I still feel like that in 2 weeks though.