what I learned from today's appointment:
*my ovaries ride the short bus (they're s l o w)
*my eggs are probably bad, which explains why I keep miscarrying
*I can add the title poor responder to my previous title of habitual aborter
*the E2 level will show whether we cancel or not
*donor eggs are an option if I want to be a mom through pregnancy
*I still love Dr B 'cos he tells it to me straight, plus he lets me see the u/s screen

and to the lab tech-when I tell you there is no use tapping my left arm for blood, I'm not making it up! there's no point in jabbing the needle and twisting it around painfully trying to get blood when there's none to be had. good god that hurt. at least she apologized, but please...